i know i was a really evil friend to you. but i really tried so hard... its like i meant what i said to you just that it all turned out wrong. i want to hide and just cry. i think im like the worst friend in the world. all ive done is make ur life even worse. all i wanted was to make it better. cant u see that i meant it?? i really did. its just tt when its put in your terms then everything is different. my life is so much more simple than yours i cant handle it. but i want to. am i trying to do something that i cant? Oh Lord please help me...

i wanted to blog abt some other stuff but my heart hurts. think im just going to cry myself to sleep now.

haihz. but actually tt is bad. i dunno lah.just dun want to think abt it. i said before that you run away frm things. but u noe wad? im worse. im running now

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